I hate doing group assignment with girlssssssss
Complain complain go die la
November 22, 2012
September 11, 2012
S.H.E 11周年生日快乐
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在Youtube看着《S.H.E 11周年生日快乐》live!!!
一面看一面哭啊……太感动了。。
从9岁追她们追到20岁，想到很多以前追星的傻事，回忆满满满~
永远爱你们啦！！！<3 p="p">
一面看一面哭啊……太感动了。。
从9岁追她们追到20岁，想到很多以前追星的傻事，回忆满满满~
永远爱你们啦！！！<3 p="p">
July 30, 2012
July 29, 2012
most boring gathering
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还好昨天有去看电影，不然我会觉得一整天是在浪费时间！
去了中学gathering，迟点每个就各奔东西，派去penang，perlis，kedah，回美国，回英国……
本来我们应该在Puchong 的 Watervillage，结果plan failed！>.<
不知道下次见面会是何时？
记得上一次new year gathering在志阳家，不懂做莫实在很好玩，很好谈。
我喜欢和很多人做同样一件事的感觉…一起玩，一起聊个话题。
在College的我是个独行侠，我不喜欢以利益关系交朋友，除非是在职场上。一有人靠近我，就是别有目的的人，实在很sienz了~一个人在校园反而更加自在轻松。
所以，难得可以和真心朋友聚一聚，之前很兴奋积极，期望很大，
……失望果然越大。Sien 到~~~~~ OMG O.O
11/8要不要去好呢？两个死党已经下定决心不要去，未免重复昨日情景。
据我所知是好吃好喝啦，只是万一又被孤离的话…叫我死了算吧！
要不要去？要不要去？要不要去？哎……
去了中学gathering，迟点每个就各奔东西，派去penang，perlis，kedah，回美国，回英国……
本来我们应该在Puchong 的 Watervillage，结果plan failed！>.<
不知道下次见面会是何时？
记得上一次new year gathering在志阳家，不懂做莫实在很好玩，很好谈。
我喜欢和很多人做同样一件事的感觉…一起玩，一起聊个话题。
在College的我是个独行侠，我不喜欢以利益关系交朋友，除非是在职场上。一有人靠近我，就是别有目的的人，实在很sienz了~一个人在校园反而更加自在轻松。
所以，难得可以和真心朋友聚一聚，之前很兴奋积极，期望很大，
……失望果然越大。Sien 到~~~~~ OMG O.O
11/8要不要去好呢？两个死党已经下定决心不要去，未免重复昨日情景。
据我所知是好吃好喝啦，只是万一又被孤离的话…叫我死了算吧！
要不要去？要不要去？要不要去？哎……
July 6, 2012
倒霉
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我最近怎么那么倒霉。。。
如果要retake的话，我可能要迟别人毕业几个月。。
是不是昨天我许愿要去旅行，所以天让我failed掉那个subject啊？
呜~~~我不要啊~~~~~~~~~ T_T
如果要retake的话，我可能要迟别人毕业几个月。。
是不是昨天我许愿要去旅行，所以天让我failed掉那个subject啊？
呜~~~我不要啊~~~~~~~~~ T_T
July 5, 2012
悲哀
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我得了慢性肠炎，父母不信，不带我去治疗，也不让我用医药卡的钱。
我的药，就是符水。=。=
三不五时痛一次，辛苦，也辛酸。
外表风光，内里凄凉。
一个礼拜零用钱RM100，如果周末有事不回家，那RM100就得撑到2个礼拜，把功课带回家做到三更半夜，又会被骂到狗血淋头……
做人好难，做乖孩子更难。
我没有爱好，不抽烟，不喝酒，不要讲clubbing，CC都没有去过。
每天，在学校，在房间，回家，在房间。
不会驾车，不能跟朋友见面。
我很想去旅行哦，好想好想哦~~~
一个人也无所谓。
明年毕业，剩不到365天，找到工作后就宣布结束自由，向生活压力say hello了。
做parttime咯，没办法啊…我要存钱，去旅行，开阔眼界，到时得什么病都死而无憾了。
March 6, 2012
真想什么都不管了！
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这个月会忙得不可社交，求生不得，求死不能，白发丛生，满面沧桑。还请真朋友多多关心我，假朋友少点利用我，感激~ ;-(
It's hurt watching my best friend turning into a bixch slowly... I can't do anything so far she is happy apparently, wait until she uses me to the full then dump me aside... 2 weeks left, I must bear until the last...... lifegoeson~ :')
It's hurt watching my best friend turning into a bixch slowly... I can't do anything so far she is happy apparently, wait until she uses me to the full then dump me aside... 2 weeks left, I must bear until the last...... lifegoeson~ :')
February 21, 2012
Damn Stressful
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Back from Sabah trip=back to reality..
Been forced by family to go Sabah since cheap ticket was purchased last yearr~ RM30 go&return O.O
Missed one week classes..
I felt extremely stressed throughout the whole trip!!
Every night I close my eyes, I could see my classmates looking down on me..
Everyone has handed in their assignments, but I haven't started yet.
The worst moment was I got an anonymous call at midnight.. 囧
I totally forgot who it was, until it started barking like mad-the one who used to tortured me as his hobby. I WAS TIRED, NEAR EXHAUSTED.
Turned off the phone, back to sleep. I seem have made him madder. SMS me with aggressive content.
Sigh... it has been a long time, y he seems have getting more childish?
Whatever, I shouldn't be influenced by him at all~
Everyday 6am morning jog, 7-11pm supervise keep fit programme (i'm vice organizer).
Should I pull out? Will they appreciate me? Am I just an useless "vase" for them?
Lecturers teach till which chapter? When is the deadline? How to do my assignment? What to do?
Been forced by family to go Sabah since cheap ticket was purchased last yearr~ RM30 go&return O.O
Missed one week classes..
I felt extremely stressed throughout the whole trip!!
Every night I close my eyes, I could see my classmates looking down on me..
Everyone has handed in their assignments, but I haven't started yet.
The worst moment was I got an anonymous call at midnight.. 囧
I totally forgot who it was, until it started barking like mad-the one who used to tortured me as his hobby. I WAS TIRED, NEAR EXHAUSTED.
Turned off the phone, back to sleep. I seem have made him madder. SMS me with aggressive content.
Sigh... it has been a long time, y he seems have getting more childish?
Whatever, I shouldn't be influenced by him at all~
Everyday 6am morning jog, 7-11pm supervise keep fit programme (i'm vice organizer).
Should I pull out? Will they appreciate me? Am I just an useless "vase" for them?
Lecturers teach till which chapter? When is the deadline? How to do my assignment? What to do?
I'M SO FREAKING STRESSED!!! ;(
February 8, 2012
Complicated Feeling
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I believe many ppl have blogged about "complicated feeling" stuffs~ x)
I can't think of a suitable title so I just name it like that.. whatever.. I just need a place to release these shitty feelings.
The feeling of being left out
I always wonder why this could happen to me all the time (club activities)! Been asked for catwalk training for 3days. 1st day, they changed location by telling everyone, except me. I found the place by myself T_T
2nd day, Alan asked me out for movie, at first I scared they might NEED me. But since they forgot me, I also want to ffk them, "wait till they call me see how la.." I think. Unfortunately, after I finished watching movie, back to campus, there were no call, no msg, nothing at all. I though they were busy so just ignore me. But the truth is, the training has been CANCELLED again. NO ONE INFORM ME. The 3rd day, I dulan liao. Just dun go dun go dun go. They wan lanci me just go ahead. Mana tau, they cancelled the training again.. N I DUNNO. wtffff
Again, same club, held a gathering night. Since the catwalk training incident, I afraid to attend. I have totally no sense of belonging there.. This time was funny. I didn't attend it. The next day many of them asked whether I could recall any funny moment last night.. "Oh ya u absent that night", then just turn their head to another person who attended...... C'mon!! At least pretend to ask why I was not there laaaaaaa... So hurt leh like that... But I think my decision was right, even I went there I will also be treated like transparent jellyfish.
Where is my friends? We were good hanging together, we were good friends, they used to treat me like their precious gem, we always used to have many topics to chat... ;(
Nah~ fake friends I don't want. I know I am just worthless to them. After finishing "INTI's Biggest Loser" event I will just quit. I know bad rumors about me will then start to spread. Friends bcm hi-bye friends, fake friends bcm strangers. I just need to be prepared to accept all these.
I know there must be a place that fit me. There must be many true friends will find me worthy. =)
From now on, study is my one and only priority.
I can't think of a suitable title so I just name it like that.. whatever.. I just need a place to release these shitty feelings.
The feeling of being left out
I always wonder why this could happen to me all the time (club activities)! Been asked for catwalk training for 3days. 1st day, they changed location by telling everyone, except me. I found the place by myself T_T
2nd day, Alan asked me out for movie, at first I scared they might NEED me. But since they forgot me, I also want to ffk them, "wait till they call me see how la.." I think. Unfortunately, after I finished watching movie, back to campus, there were no call, no msg, nothing at all. I though they were busy so just ignore me. But the truth is, the training has been CANCELLED again. NO ONE INFORM ME. The 3rd day, I dulan liao. Just dun go dun go dun go. They wan lanci me just go ahead. Mana tau, they cancelled the training again.. N I DUNNO. wtffff
Again, same club, held a gathering night. Since the catwalk training incident, I afraid to attend. I have totally no sense of belonging there.. This time was funny. I didn't attend it. The next day many of them asked whether I could recall any funny moment last night.. "Oh ya u absent that night", then just turn their head to another person who attended...... C'mon!! At least pretend to ask why I was not there laaaaaaa... So hurt leh like that... But I think my decision was right, even I went there I will also be treated like transparent jellyfish.
Where is my friends? We were good hanging together, we were good friends, they used to treat me like their precious gem, we always used to have many topics to chat... ;(
Nah~ fake friends I don't want. I know I am just worthless to them. After finishing "INTI's Biggest Loser" event I will just quit. I know bad rumors about me will then start to spread. Friends bcm hi-bye friends, fake friends bcm strangers. I just need to be prepared to accept all these.
I know there must be a place that fit me. There must be many true friends will find me worthy. =)
From now on, study is my one and only priority.
Say NO to fake friends!
January 25, 2012
Photoshooting-cheongsam
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My broadband quota has reached it's limit!
Sorry for late updates~ :p
I had finally styled my hair into wavy curls hehe..
An awkward moment that the photographer's flashlight ran out of battery in the middle of shooting! My technical glowing skin no more!!!! 囧
He has no time and mood to touch up the photos during CNY, so I only share some non-edited photos here, with no flash ofcoz... :(
That's all I got so far, post here dulu cz after CNY I have totally no mood to see the pictures anymore.
May not creating album for this shooting cz CNY has passed, so alan if u see this u get what i mean. I CARE! ;p
Anyway, special thanks to Alan as photographer and his beloved Philips for sponsoring his house as studio. LOL~
Lastly, Happy Chinese New Year to all!!! ;)
January 19, 2012
Photoshooting-cheongsam
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Going to have my cheongsam photoshooting at 8pm without any preparation...
The only thing I get nervous is HOW SHOULD I STYLE MY HAIR?
Not to mention others' views, even myself get bored with my current hairstyle...=.=
Hope this time photoshooting will go well, no fail.
However, I pretty sure this will only be a "testing-shoot", which I hv to prepare not to get nice photos taken...
've got to go, hope can update tonight or tomorrow perhaps ;)
The only thing I get nervous is HOW SHOULD I STYLE MY HAIR?
Not to mention others' views, even myself get bored with my current hairstyle...=.=
Hope this time photoshooting will go well, no fail.
However, I pretty sure this will only be a "testing-shoot", which I hv to prepare not to get nice photos taken...
've got to go, hope can update tonight or tomorrow perhaps ;)
January 7, 2012
Something about me-stingy
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When I get crazy about something, I will make every single effort to get what I want.
For my best friends who know me well, I'm not as rich as the "shallow friends" imagine...
I'm actually very stingy yet poor when matter comes to money. :p
When I want something I get obsessed to, limited budget is always a serious case for me... (sigh)
For example, skin foundation xD
So,
I do research on internet-gather all users' reviews and make comparison, where can I buy the cheapest 1, any bad ingredients it contain?, does the containment 'durable', bla bla bla... Seriously I spend a week to come out with the best conclusion x)
The most ridiculous thing is... I can go to every brands counters to try on their testers... with assistant of the sales person somemore... then... try to persuade them give me sample go home to test...
just in order to get the best 1 I want.
*Pavilion sales person are very kind, they won't do force selling but being very nice to their customers. Even u didn't buy anything at last after try on almost everything on their counter by wasting them a lot of time... they still, send u off with smile~
(I can save a lot by doing this lol)
For sure, story will be totally different when u go to Sg.Wang counters-snob salesgirls are everywhere! N they do cheating as well!! Lie to me cheap 1 no stock no tester push me buy expensive stuff, left last 1 only be fast last day offer bla bla bla... u tot im super rich man's innocent shopaholic daughter ah?!
To face this, I can b very thick face say "I DONT WANT, NO MONEY".
The money is mine, my father never give me a penny since i'm born, unless Chinese New Year will give me angpau RM500, RM500 sounds a big amount but imagine he only gives me money once a year... T_T
Ofcoz, not every ppl dare to do this, being poor makes my face thicker and thicker, making my life extra abnormal... :')
I can't do wrong decision, as it costs a lot of money.
Even if when I realize it's wrong, I will still continue using it, cz I hv no option to buy another 1.
I'm only stingy to myself, not my family and friends. Don't misunderstand ya~ :P
I always envy my friends who have parents who spoil them as the golden apple of their eyes. Parents give them money, they say it is their SAVINGS, when go shopping, they call their parents, "I BUY THIS LATER I CLAIM IT BACK FROM U K". -they are so smart.=.= I call this "zero-loss 100% gain investment", they get to SAVE their so-called hard savings, n could spend happily, like buying F.O.C stuffs. =.=
N ofcoz I hv friends who own Platinum credit cards too~
I'm not saying they are bad, they are my good friends. They won't be arrogant which I admire very much! =)
Also, I appreciate my current life. I have many good friends which can't buy with money. My mum loves me very much. My life is so much better compare to others. Life's good or bad it still moves on. Face's thin or thick i sill poor. LOL~
Appreciate life =)
For my best friends who know me well, I'm not as rich as the "shallow friends" imagine...
I'm actually very stingy yet poor when matter comes to money. :p
When I want something I get obsessed to, limited budget is always a serious case for me... (sigh)
For example, skin foundation xD
So,
I do research on internet-gather all users' reviews and make comparison, where can I buy the cheapest 1, any bad ingredients it contain?, does the containment 'durable', bla bla bla... Seriously I spend a week to come out with the best conclusion x)
The most ridiculous thing is... I can go to every brands counters to try on their testers... with assistant of the sales person somemore... then... try to persuade them give me sample go home to test...
just in order to get the best 1 I want.
*Pavilion sales person are very kind, they won't do force selling but being very nice to their customers. Even u didn't buy anything at last after try on almost everything on their counter by wasting them a lot of time... they still, send u off with smile~
(I can save a lot by doing this lol)
For sure, story will be totally different when u go to Sg.Wang counters-snob salesgirls are everywhere! N they do cheating as well!! Lie to me cheap 1 no stock no tester push me buy expensive stuff, left last 1 only be fast last day offer bla bla bla... u tot im super rich man's innocent shopaholic daughter ah?!
To face this, I can b very thick face say "I DONT WANT, NO MONEY".
The money is mine, my father never give me a penny since i'm born, unless Chinese New Year will give me angpau RM500, RM500 sounds a big amount but imagine he only gives me money once a year... T_T
Ofcoz, not every ppl dare to do this, being poor makes my face thicker and thicker, making my life extra abnormal... :')
I can't do wrong decision, as it costs a lot of money.
Even if when I realize it's wrong, I will still continue using it, cz I hv no option to buy another 1.
I'm only stingy to myself, not my family and friends. Don't misunderstand ya~ :P
I always envy my friends who have parents who spoil them as the golden apple of their eyes. Parents give them money, they say it is their SAVINGS, when go shopping, they call their parents, "I BUY THIS LATER I CLAIM IT BACK FROM U K". -they are so smart.=.= I call this "zero-loss 100% gain investment", they get to SAVE their so-called hard savings, n could spend happily, like buying F.O.C stuffs. =.=
N ofcoz I hv friends who own Platinum credit cards too~
I'm not saying they are bad, they are my good friends. They won't be arrogant which I admire very much! =)
Also, I appreciate my current life. I have many good friends which can't buy with money. My mum loves me very much. My life is so much better compare to others. Life's good or bad it still moves on. Face's thin or thick i sill poor. LOL~
Appreciate life =)
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