My lavender dream

September 28, 2011

:'(

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I'm a flat-footed person who don't know how to flatter.

Today I went for a club's meeting for the coming biggest event in INTI-Ms. & Mr. Inti Orientation Night.
Few days ago, I was assigned to sell 10 pcs of the entrance tickets. On that time, I feel a a bit worried that I'm unable to sell them out.

Today, the Organizing Chairperson told me that I HAVE TO ADD 20 MORE TICKETS TO SELL. Oh my oh my oh my god~ I kept asking why why why and she said she even selling more tickets than me ok its not a reason tats her problem but hey c'mon she's OC and im just a dumb dumb low low position member under her........

The 20 tickets is a punishment, that i couldn't get the club to find any cash sponsor...

I tried to approach F&N, Clinique, Shills, Dutch Lady, Mango, F.O.S, G2000, VOIR, Loreal, and etc. but all end up makan telur...

The moment she finished telling me about the "punishment", my tears flew out right away... (this year 1st time couldn't hold my tears!!)
Not because the punishment is unreasonable (tho it is), not because of my inability to find cash sponsors (yes i am), is because... I can't think of ANY human on earth I can sell to. Even the previous 10 tickets I still can't sell any...

Why can't i sell it? Reason is super clearly stated before: I have no friend here...

In short, I cried like hell because the stupid tickets make me recall my stupid lonely life in INTI...



My head, brought me out from the meeting room, comforted me and said I can leave earlier for the meeting ald... Quite a number of ppl see me cry ah so paisehhhh...

I then... walked alone... to the canteen... bought a soya milk... sat alone in a corner... how I hoped it was a beer...

Even crying also couldn't find a companion to release my stress out. I took out my phone, keep browsing phonebook... haiz... suan liao~

I suspect the soya contains alcohol, keep recalling my bloody sad friend-less life here. I cried somemore more more and more.

Wait Ah Lan finished playing badminton then pretend like ntg happened, go eat dinner.

By the way I managed to call 1 of my friend who is much more dumb than me, she lighten up my life again as I get to know im not the only dumb gal in the world. LOL

She told me a joke:
"Aft this year, I want to study oversea, either Monash U or Melbourne U.
U know, im poor."

Me: "Fxxx you."





*Good news! My head told me I need not to sell the 20 tickets anymore! Yay!!! Thank you so much la~

I will be more appreciated if he can introduce 10 good friends to me i immediate borrow along money sponsor out to the event... lalala~


September 20, 2011

有得穿裙子啦

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作为一个女生,无畏的顾虑其实看得是比命还重要的。

我很喜欢裙子,可是有机会去穿它真的很稀有。家人看到我穿裙子会取笑我,在学校平时穿裙子不方便~

明天有一场catwalk show case,我虽然不是主角,但是现在却为准备的琐事烦得不得了!

裙,终于可以穿裙啦!!可是…裙都在家里啊!我去哪里找裙?穿裙要有安全裤……我…不懂放哪了啊~!
美,要上镜一定要化妆,我出生到现在就只会涂口红…=.=

沦为B咖,所有事情都要自己解决。烦~


现在不断催眠自己:明天没有人会要看我的,我不重要,所以不要自恋,放心放心…

很想挑战这件裙,但我太瘦了。仔细看那model有练肌肉的~我也要加油了==


*明天我真的一点都不重要,我实在太自恋了~==哎!女人…

September 13, 2011

中秋节有感

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祝大家中秋节快乐啊!

还好学校离家不远,中秋节家人来找我吃晚餐…好想回家!
我在学校其实并不快乐,每次都是一个人走去上课,放学,最多偶尔只有一个朋友陪伴。

今天中秋节,好多好多人提灯笼,成群结伴有说有笑,好好哦~
我也很想找个朋友提灯笼啊……
看着人来人往的路口,想了很久,很久……脑海还是没有浮现任何可以陪伴我的朋友的影子。
认了吧!其实,我在这里,没有朋友。

我的facebook现在唯一的功能,就是“等候差使”,一有notification,一有人tag我的名字,就是club有mission要做了。

Haiz……讨厌我的人看到应该在暗爽了吧~好戏在后头!

我诉苦的对象只有一个,阿兰。他听完讲要叫完他的朋友出来陪我玩灯笼……我不要,都是男的,给别人看到就更加没有朋友了~

他再说,不用紧,明年中秋节,买一个大大大大的灯笼陪我玩,哇哈哈!我比较希望他做给我咯~不小心烧掉,就再做过咯,厚厚厚~

他几乎都不给我承诺,可能这次看得出我真的很可怜,所以夸下海口吧~不管明年他会不会做到,至少他告诉我的那刻是真心的…(我今年19岁,容许我的想法含有单纯的元素)


朋友啊~你在哪里啊……我好孤单哦。

每次,来找我的《朋友》一定是“有事请”的,叫我做这个,做那个。为什么?!!!我心地很善良的叻!为什么就是没有“没有事”找我的朋友???

总有一天,我会找到的,好的东西是需要等待的。

希望我在远方求学的好朋友们,中秋节快乐!我好想她们,她们一定也很想我。


 

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