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December 29, 2011
December 24, 2011
最重要的决定
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这个blog，我想重新启动它很久了。可是，一直久久没法开始。
始因一个问题：英文好还是中文好？
我真的想了超级久。。。
中文，灵感来源不绝，很能写，但怕很少人会看。
英文，烂到爆。但可以练我的英文，但会写得很沉闷，怕没人看。
所以，不管中文/英文，都没人会支持。=。=
我一就要平平淡淡，不然就要轰轰烈烈、一鸣惊人！双子座嘛~
今年内要做决定了，怎么办？！！！
Regarding this blog, I'm thinking of reactivate it since long time ago. However, haven't started do anything until now~
All because of one problem: English or Chinese? O.O
Can't really make a decision wei......
Chinese, drives lots of ideas to me, I can write it very fluent, but I afraid less people will get attracted to my blog.
English, is not my field. I'm freaking poor in English. Well at least I can train my English by blogging, but I believe the content will be kindda boring, afraid no ppl like it.
So in conclusion, either English or Chinese, there will be no ppl read my blog...=.=
One I choose to be super dull; or I want it to be blockbuster!!! (this translates gemini's personality well~)
I have to make a decision within this year, how to do? ! ! ! >.<
始因一个问题：英文好还是中文好？
我真的想了超级久。。。
中文，灵感来源不绝，很能写，但怕很少人会看。
英文，烂到爆。但可以练我的英文，但会写得很沉闷，怕没人看。
所以，不管中文/英文，都没人会支持。=。=
我一就要平平淡淡，不然就要轰轰烈烈、一鸣惊人！双子座嘛~
今年内要做决定了，怎么办？！！！
Regarding this blog, I'm thinking of reactivate it since long time ago. However, haven't started do anything until now~
All because of one problem: English or Chinese? O.O
Can't really make a decision wei......
Chinese, drives lots of ideas to me, I can write it very fluent, but I afraid less people will get attracted to my blog.
English, is not my field. I'm freaking poor in English. Well at least I can train my English by blogging, but I believe the content will be kindda boring, afraid no ppl like it.
So in conclusion, either English or Chinese, there will be no ppl read my blog...=.=
One I choose to be super dull; or I want it to be blockbuster!!! (this translates gemini's personality well~)
I have to make a decision within this year, how to do? ! ! ! >.<
December 12, 2011
Appreciation
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It takes only a minute to get a crush on someone,
an hour to like someone,
and a day to love someone,
but it takes a lifetime to forget someone. <3
Appreciate the people who means to you.
Life's good. Every failure is a lesson which drive us to success.
an hour to like someone,
and a day to love someone,
but it takes a lifetime to forget someone. <3
Appreciate the people who means to you.
Life's good. Every failure is a lesson which drive us to success.
November 22, 2011
I love me
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恋了这么多次，你还是不明白男人是什么吗？别再相信什么甜言蜜语，他说的如此熟练，摆明了已经练习了数百次了，别做梦的以为你是最后一个听到的。
学会独立，建立自己的生活圈，你依赖他越少，就越不怕失去，你越强大，就越不会受委屈，弄套满意的行头，开始自己的生活。你可以性感，可以妖娆，可以清纯......唯独不可以平庸！
是时候爱自己了。加油~
学会独立，建立自己的生活圈，你依赖他越少，就越不怕失去，你越强大，就越不会受委屈，弄套满意的行头，开始自己的生活。你可以性感，可以妖娆，可以清纯......唯独不可以平庸！
是时候爱自己了。加油~
November 10, 2011
Happy birthday
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My actual birthday is on 19th June. One day, I gotta feeling, changed my birthday date to 8th November on my facebook profile, and got "wishes" from the people. It's very funny that there were people did wish me on my actual birthday b4, and posted the SAME wishes on my wall again! Haiz... friend...
人每天都在成长，每个人，每一天都是生日。
这个月里，我经历了很多神奇的过程。到现在都无法相信……
我表面风光，其实生活过得很苦。除了我，不敢告诉任何一个人……
2011，我在学校没有朋友，其实，不是这样的。
2011，我常常都在一个人过，其实，不必这样的。
自怨自艾没人怜，现在想想又何苦作践自己？当我决定做一样事情，无论它有几荒唐，我都不会在意别人怎么去看。因为我知道，当我成功后，就会自动闭起他们的嘴巴，颠倒过去对我的冷嘲热讽。我试过，很多次，感觉不错。批评我就厉害，当我成功后，为何不见你褒扬我咧？人性的弱点啊~
表面看上去得过且过，可一有人看低我，我就有本事让他摸得一鼻子灰。
所以，你敢瞧不起我，我一定会让你后悔。恐怖没？This is me
Ok，离题了。
回到来，我的生日。
这个月，我体会到很多事情，突然间，突然间认识到很多朋友，可为何他们不在inti。
突然间醒悟，我没朋友的原因。原来我一直被束缚交朋友的权利和自由。我太过，服从另一半了。
是时候爱自己多一点，喜欢做什么就去做！
我决定，重新出发，在8/11/2011，去尽情享受我要做的事情。第一件事，约我最想见到的人，结果被放飞机…那种心情是很难以形容的。==
算，再约另一个我想见的人。代价是必须独自攀山越岭去找她…
这时，ffk那人又得空回来了，为什么！Again，那种心情是难以形容的。==.==
很多要写，写3天写不完的。重点是，我比从前快乐。
人生如戏，我这个月的经历可以写成小说了。
8/11 这天，真的很开心，比实际生日那天还要开心千万倍。谢谢。
生日快乐，日日快乐。
October 24, 2011
Grandma
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Grandma has been sent to hospital, hope everything will be alright.
I'm so worried but can't do anything.
May god bless her. 阿弥陀佛。
I'm so worried but can't do anything.
May god bless her. 阿弥陀佛。
October 18, 2011
Girl's Language
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Girl's Language :
If She Don't Text You :
- It's Because She's Waiting For You To Text Her
When She Walks Away From You Mad :
- Follow Her
When Shes Quiet :
- Ask Her What's Wrong
When She Ignores You :
- Give Her Your Attention
When She Pushes YOU AWAY :
- Pull Her BACK
When You See Her Crying :
- Wipe Her Tears & Ask What's Wrong
When She Says Go Away :
- Just Go Close To Her & Give Her Hug
Yea... it's just so true~ Why can't a girl just express what she feels right away instead of showing so many "pattern" like that?
Seriously I don't know, maybe it's just the gift from God to every gals lol... that makes the guy nervoussssss...
Perhaps, this is also one of the causes to the growth of gay love in the world~~~
I wish, he can concern me more, no, just a little... I tell him all my problems directly without "pattern-pattern" but he's just keep avoiding like a pondan..... or just scold me to shut uppppp and everything will be fine after that!
I can't stand this any longer if he keeps showing that bull shit pondan pattern like that.......... God, I want a real man~~~
If She Don't Text You :
- It's Because She's Waiting For You To Text Her
When She Walks Away From You Mad :
- Follow Her
When Shes Quiet :
- Ask Her What's Wrong
When She Ignores You :
- Give Her Your Attention
When She Pushes YOU AWAY :
- Pull Her BACK
When You See Her Crying :
- Wipe Her Tears & Ask What's Wrong
When She Says Go Away :
- Just Go Close To Her & Give Her Hug
Yea... it's just so true~ Why can't a girl just express what she feels right away instead of showing so many "pattern" like that?
Seriously I don't know, maybe it's just the gift from God to every gals lol... that makes the guy nervoussssss...
Perhaps, this is also one of the causes to the growth of gay love in the world~~~
I wish, he can concern me more, no, just a little... I tell him all my problems directly without "pattern-pattern" but he's just keep avoiding like a pondan..... or just scold me to shut uppppp and everything will be fine after that!
I can't stand this any longer if he keeps showing that bull shit pondan pattern like that.......... God, I want a real man~~~
October 10, 2011
Sei lo
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Sei lo sei lo die lo this time! Stop being lazy pls~~~~~
This Thursday having Finance test,
next Monday having English test & Computing assignment deadline (shit!),
and... next week don't know when need to hand in another assignment!!
Can't do it during weekend cz I'm joining a competition on this Saturday at Sungei Wang!!!!!
So excited yet tension!
Excited because of the competition, tension because of the bunch of school tasks~ @@
My life would be great without tests & assignments...
Oh ya btw the competition is called Kungfu Online Couple Model Search (translate from Chinese)... I got into top 10 and this week they are going to select only FIVE gals to enter Semi-Final~~~ Oh yeah sounds so cigek!
This Thursday having Finance test,
next Monday having English test & Computing assignment deadline (shit!),
and... next week don't know when need to hand in another assignment!!
Can't do it during weekend cz I'm joining a competition on this Saturday at Sungei Wang!!!!!
So excited yet tension!
Excited because of the competition, tension because of the bunch of school tasks~ @@
My life would be great without tests & assignments...
Oh ya btw the competition is called Kungfu Online Couple Model Search (translate from Chinese)... I got into top 10 and this week they are going to select only FIVE gals to enter Semi-Final~~~ Oh yeah sounds so cigek!
September 28, 2011
:'(
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I'm a flat-footed person who don't know how to flatter.
Today I went for a club's meeting for the coming biggest event in INTI-Ms. & Mr. Inti Orientation Night.
Few days ago, I was assigned to sell 10 pcs of the entrance tickets. On that time, I feel a a bit worried that I'm unable to sell them out.
Today, the Organizing Chairperson told me that I HAVE TO ADD 20 MORE TICKETS TO SELL. Oh my oh my oh my god~ I kept asking why why why and she said she even selling more tickets than me ok its not a reason tats her problem but hey c'mon she's OC and im just a dumb dumb low low position member under her........
The 20 tickets is a punishment, that i couldn't get the club to find any cash sponsor...
I tried to approach F&N, Clinique, Shills, Dutch Lady, Mango, F.O.S, G2000, VOIR, Loreal, and etc. but all end up makan telur...
The moment she finished telling me about the "punishment", my tears flew out right away... (this year 1st time couldn't hold my tears!!)
Not because the punishment is unreasonable (tho it is), not because of my inability to find cash sponsors (yes i am), is because... I can't think of ANY human on earth I can sell to. Even the previous 10 tickets I still can't sell any...
Why can't i sell it? Reason is super clearly stated before: I have no friend here...
In short, I cried like hell because the stupid tickets make me recall my stupid lonely life in INTI...
My head, brought me out from the meeting room, comforted me and said I can leave earlier for the meeting ald... Quite a number of ppl see me cry ah so paisehhhh...
I then... walked alone... to the canteen... bought a soya milk... sat alone in a corner... how I hoped it was a beer...
Even crying also couldn't find a companion to release my stress out. I took out my phone, keep browsing phonebook... haiz... suan liao~
I suspect the soya contains alcohol, keep recalling my bloody sad friend-less life here. I cried somemore more more and more.
Wait Ah Lan finished playing badminton then pretend like ntg happened, go eat dinner.
By the way I managed to call 1 of my friend who is much more dumb than me, she lighten up my life again as I get to know im not the only dumb gal in the world. LOL
She told me a joke:
"Aft this year, I want to study oversea, either Monash U or Melbourne U.
U know, im poor."
Me: "Fxxx you."
*Good news! My head told me I need not to sell the 20 tickets anymore! Yay!!! Thank you so much la~
I will be more appreciated if he can introduce 10 good friends to me i immediate borrow along money sponsor out to the event... lalala~
Today I went for a club's meeting for the coming biggest event in INTI-Ms. & Mr. Inti Orientation Night.
Few days ago, I was assigned to sell 10 pcs of the entrance tickets. On that time, I feel a a bit worried that I'm unable to sell them out.
Today, the Organizing Chairperson told me that I HAVE TO ADD 20 MORE TICKETS TO SELL. Oh my oh my oh my god~ I kept asking why why why and she said she even selling more tickets than me ok its not a reason tats her problem but hey c'mon she's OC and im just a dumb dumb low low position member under her........
The 20 tickets is a punishment, that i couldn't get the club to find any cash sponsor...
I tried to approach F&N, Clinique, Shills, Dutch Lady, Mango, F.O.S, G2000, VOIR, Loreal, and etc. but all end up makan telur...
The moment she finished telling me about the "punishment", my tears flew out right away... (this year 1st time couldn't hold my tears!!)
Not because the punishment is unreasonable (tho it is), not because of my inability to find cash sponsors (yes i am), is because... I can't think of ANY human on earth I can sell to. Even the previous 10 tickets I still can't sell any...
Why can't i sell it? Reason is super clearly stated before: I have no friend here...
In short, I cried like hell because the stupid tickets make me recall my stupid lonely life in INTI...
My head, brought me out from the meeting room, comforted me and said I can leave earlier for the meeting ald... Quite a number of ppl see me cry ah so paisehhhh...
I then... walked alone... to the canteen... bought a soya milk... sat alone in a corner... how I hoped it was a beer...
Even crying also couldn't find a companion to release my stress out. I took out my phone, keep browsing phonebook... haiz... suan liao~
I suspect the soya contains alcohol, keep recalling my bloody sad friend-less life here. I cried somemore more more and more.
Wait Ah Lan finished playing badminton then pretend like ntg happened, go eat dinner.
By the way I managed to call 1 of my friend who is much more dumb than me, she lighten up my life again as I get to know im not the only dumb gal in the world. LOL
She told me a joke:
"Aft this year, I want to study oversea, either Monash U or Melbourne U.
U know, im poor."
Me: "Fxxx you."
*Good news! My head told me I need not to sell the 20 tickets anymore! Yay!!! Thank you so much la~
I will be more appreciated if he can introduce 10 good friends to me i immediate borrow along money sponsor out to the event... lalala~
September 20, 2011
有得穿裙子啦
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作为一个女生，无畏的顾虑其实看得是比命还重要的。
我很喜欢裙子，可是有机会去穿它真的很稀有。家人看到我穿裙子会取笑我，在学校平时穿裙子不方便~
明天有一场catwalk show case，我虽然不是主角，但是现在却为准备的琐事烦得不得了！
裙，终于可以穿裙啦！！可是…裙都在家里啊！我去哪里找裙？穿裙要有安全裤……我…不懂放哪了啊~！
美，要上镜一定要化妆，我出生到现在就只会涂口红…=.=
沦为B咖，所有事情都要自己解决。烦~
现在不断催眠自己：明天没有人会要看我的，我不重要，所以不要自恋，放心放心…
我很喜欢裙子，可是有机会去穿它真的很稀有。家人看到我穿裙子会取笑我，在学校平时穿裙子不方便~
明天有一场catwalk show case，我虽然不是主角，但是现在却为准备的琐事烦得不得了！
裙，终于可以穿裙啦！！可是…裙都在家里啊！我去哪里找裙？穿裙要有安全裤……我…不懂放哪了啊~！
美，要上镜一定要化妆，我出生到现在就只会涂口红…=.=
沦为B咖，所有事情都要自己解决。烦~
现在不断催眠自己：明天没有人会要看我的，我不重要，所以不要自恋，放心放心…
很想挑战这件裙，但我太瘦了。仔细看那model有练肌肉的~我也要加油了==
*明天我真的一点都不重要，我实在太自恋了~==哎！女人…
September 13, 2011
中秋节有感
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祝大家中秋节快乐啊！
还好学校离家不远，中秋节家人来找我吃晚餐…好想回家！
我在学校其实并不快乐，每次都是一个人走去上课，放学，最多偶尔只有一个朋友陪伴。
今天中秋节，好多好多人提灯笼，成群结伴有说有笑，好好哦~
我也很想找个朋友提灯笼啊……
看着人来人往的路口，想了很久，很久……脑海还是没有浮现任何可以陪伴我的朋友的影子。
认了吧！其实，我在这里，没有朋友。
我的facebook现在唯一的功能，就是“等候差使”，一有notification，一有人tag我的名字，就是club有mission要做了。
Haiz……讨厌我的人看到应该在暗爽了吧~好戏在后头！
我诉苦的对象只有一个，阿兰。他听完讲要叫完他的朋友出来陪我玩灯笼……我不要，都是男的，给别人看到就更加没有朋友了~
他再说，不用紧，明年中秋节，买一个大大大大的灯笼陪我玩，哇哈哈！我比较希望他做给我咯~不小心烧掉，就再做过咯，厚厚厚~
他几乎都不给我承诺，可能这次看得出我真的很可怜，所以夸下海口吧~不管明年他会不会做到，至少他告诉我的那刻是真心的…（我今年19岁，容许我的想法含有单纯的元素）
每次，来找我的《朋友》一定是“有事请”的，叫我做这个，做那个。为什么？！！！我心地很善良的叻！为什么就是没有“没有事”找我的朋友？？？
还好学校离家不远，中秋节家人来找我吃晚餐…好想回家！
我在学校其实并不快乐，每次都是一个人走去上课，放学，最多偶尔只有一个朋友陪伴。
今天中秋节，好多好多人提灯笼，成群结伴有说有笑，好好哦~
我也很想找个朋友提灯笼啊……
看着人来人往的路口，想了很久，很久……脑海还是没有浮现任何可以陪伴我的朋友的影子。
认了吧！其实，我在这里，没有朋友。
我的facebook现在唯一的功能，就是“等候差使”，一有notification，一有人tag我的名字，就是club有mission要做了。
Haiz……讨厌我的人看到应该在暗爽了吧~好戏在后头！
我诉苦的对象只有一个，阿兰。他听完讲要叫完他的朋友出来陪我玩灯笼……我不要，都是男的，给别人看到就更加没有朋友了~
他再说，不用紧，明年中秋节，买一个大大大大的灯笼陪我玩，哇哈哈！我比较希望他做给我咯~不小心烧掉，就再做过咯，厚厚厚~
他几乎都不给我承诺，可能这次看得出我真的很可怜，所以夸下海口吧~不管明年他会不会做到，至少他告诉我的那刻是真心的…（我今年19岁，容许我的想法含有单纯的元素）
朋友啊~你在哪里啊……我好孤单哦。
每次，来找我的《朋友》一定是“有事请”的，叫我做这个，做那个。为什么？！！！我心地很善良的叻！为什么就是没有“没有事”找我的朋友？？？
总有一天，我会找到的，好的东西是需要等待的。
希望我在远方求学的好朋友们，中秋节快乐！我好想她们，她们一定也很想我。
August 21, 2011
Gan Jiong~!
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再一次鼓起勇气（厚着脸皮）参加另一个比赛~上一次给我中了Shills Model Search Finalists，但遇上大考无法参与，真的是锤心肝啊~！T_T
今次参加Clinique Startour，又中了入围，哇哈哈~真的感觉很骄傲，共有2200+参赛者，选300名入围，再从300名选Top25，然后Top25再选终极3名。
我现在是300名里的其中一名，光是用投票，觉得是不可能进到的…==
可是，进到300名已经很开心、很开心了！！！Oh yeah~!
今晚12am结束投票，希望评审们可以选我进Finalists啦~
现在很紧张啊~~怕进不到，会浪费投我票的朋友们的时间…因为它的voting process很复杂，要Register>Email Verify>Log In>Vote
~紧张~紧张~紧张~紧张~紧张~紧张~紧张~紧张~紧张~紧张~紧张~紧张~
May 5, 2011
Innovation in progress!
3 commentsWanna start blogging again! Having final exam now, will bring surprise to u all! Stay tuned!!!
Anyway, do u prefer reading chinese or english version of blog from me? Suggestion please...
STAY TUNED! New h0ng2 is coming soon!!! XOXO
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